I'm so random questioning myself!

I'm asking myself, deep deep deep inside...

Q: Am i that semangat to do my self-practice?
A: Hopefully ya, anyway, I'm going back on 2moro evening....

Situ.: Haiz... How? Izzit okay, if I left my iMac alone in Sunway? Worried sia! Or should i bring back?
Solu.: Just leave it here... I'll be back in 6 days time anyway. 28th evening back sp, 4th back in SP. Just hope nothing will happen here...

Q: Am i still that old me?
A: I wonder, am i? No? Yes? Yeah? Nope? Nah? Ya? Sure? Erm?

Q: What am i wanna be? Professional Designer? Basketball player? Beggar?
A: Still no idea, seriously answered!

WTH... silly questions all the way till here?! c'mon, I know the day still young, Try to make it as happening as possible! Now, take my time to rest, clear up my mind! This may help...

DSLR camera, D80? D90? which one? crazy headache here!!!!

WELL, what should i do now, is SLEEP to REST...

Nitez... Zzzz....

Emptiness

Damn...

Oh, it's already semester break? How come I feel like super empty one? I've tried to fill my days as in sleeping(resting), surfing the web, go for sports, daydreaming, future planning, and bullshitting with friends... Seriously, I dun feel like I'm a student, but a junk kid. WTF!!!

Said want to start my character design for DW4... Fug, where is it?
Said want to start polishing my ass on CS3 and learn CS4... WTH, have I?
Said want to make your own 2009 calendar, since last year.... Well, seems like I never do what I said to do!

2nd term ended last week.

Thoughts of 2nd term:

• Learning is to understand the ideas, concepts and subjects.
• Scoring better marks is to show my parents I did well in class.
• Believing in friends and myself is to show your faith to the people you always trust.
• Arguing is to let people that your thoughts and uneasiness of certain things.
  
• Helping is to assist those who really need helps.
• Loving is to show your care to someone that important.
• Knowing your opponents is to help yourself to build better outcome and fix your weakness.
• Understanding yourself is to know how you're doing all day long...
• Bullshitting is to spend your time and clear your stressing mind.

WELL WELL, life really moves on, no matter if it's fun, interesting, boring, stressful or empty.
Planning your plot of life, is your own job, because you're the most respectful director of your own show.

Don't let others control yours.