Somehow....

I'm getting sucker and sucker and sucker and sucker, since the term started... damn, that is a REAL DAMN thing i've ever face. EMPTY MINDED me, dunno what's happening to myself yet...

I din play a lot but time not enough
I din eat a lot but tummy get bigger
I din sleep a lot but works cant be done in time
I din believe in bad luck but it keeps happening
I din stop looking for references but I just cant get my works started

I do want to start my work every time I come back from class but I just cant, I wonder y...
I do want to save money every month but it seems to be a hard thing to maintain the spirit, I wonder y...
I do want to find my inspirations and ideas back but it seems keep running away from me, I wonder y...
I do reminding myself to do everything as planned but plans keep changing while time comes, I wonder y...
I do want to stop my extremely-talkative attitude but it's not as easy as I want to, I wonder y...

FORGETTING MYSELF seems to be the best thing to start over my life...

as TIME BEING, let it be...

Kill awesomeness
Kill amazingness
Kill perfectness
Kill goodness
Kill greatfulness
Kill richness

note: this achieve is posted to exclaim myself as a lost person as for now. The day after, I will be referring this to remind myself and make myself a better one, and hope that works.